• I’m trying to stay as strong as I can. I just went through a bad break up,stressing with school,starting work soon,graduating,moving,my daddy in the hospital. I just have so much going on and so much to handle. It’s hard to be this strong when so much is going on. But I will stay strong for my daddy.

I’M SO FUCKING DONE!

I’m still so hurt and I’m acting like I’m not. When I’m alone in my room all I do is sit here and sulk. I was so happy and I thought everything was okay. He still loves me but he doesn’t want to be in a relationship. He shows he cares when he’s around me but not when we’re apart. I don’t understand. I don’t know how to let go. I’ve never been so comfortable around anyone. I want him and only him. I’m trying to hangout with other guys and do my own thing but it’s hard when I’m constantly thinking about him. I’m not going to text him unless he texts me first which isn’t likely. I just don’t know what to do with myself. I’ve gotten through this before but way worse. I know it’ll take some time but I’ll be okay eventually.

The times when you’re so hungry but once you start eating you don’t even wanna eat anymore.